Mom, you'd better change that attitude if you want this three-way to happen!
So, I'm back again. I'm sure I'll disappear for awhile after that, but this is a good emotional dump-spot.
So, I posted this on Facebook, but I just went back through some old messages and saw that this girl a friend of my tried to set me up with on a blind date was smoking hot. I mean, to my eyes, she was amazing. Unfortunately, this was around that unfortunate time (winter of 2005/6, I believe) that this other really hot girl agreed to go out with me, then called our date off half-way through.
So, that got me fuming about my shitty luck in dating. I know I could put myself out there more, but every time I try, I fail. Just recently I asked a girl out, and she actually said yes! I was thrilled! I call her the next day to try and schedule drinks, and I get her voice-mail. She never calls me back. What the hell? Part of me was afraid that she hadn't got my message, but I know that couldn't be the case, because I left it on her machine, and all voice-mail works basically the same way. Maybe I should have called a second time, but I'm desperate, not pathetic.
I won't go on too long with everything. Needless to say, my singleness has been bothering me more and more, but I can't really do anything about it now. I have four months before I leave this state forever, so I can't really start a relationship (as if trying would make a difference), and I'm not the "love 'em and leave 'em" sort, so I guess I just have to tough it out. That's my bit, for now. See you again in a few months!
--Shawn
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